Immediately upon return to the city, this is how I feel:
–hot, it’s always hotter here than anywhere else :> )
–ewwwww, my studio needs a massive cleaning but I refuse to use the cleaner!
–stress, 1/3 of my head is not with it!
–withdrawal, and my body has to catch up with everything 🙁
I feel best occupied with other things away from here but I live here now. I don’t get it so much. I think the solution is to stick around and wait it out and be active in HCMC but I tend to leave whenever I can. One cannot settle if one is absent right?
Escapism. Procrastination. Alone more than in a crowd. Ugh!
God, please help me.